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#944 
	From: "PJ Gaenir" 
Date: Sun Oct 27, 2002 7:06 pm
Subject: greasy grimy gopher guts 	dennanm
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Well I'd expected to be less grumpy by this evening, but had another
episode of absolutely utterly and completely (and did I mention
totally?) NO contact with self earlier.

So I put on a theta/delta CD on loop and fell asleep.  Woke up two
hours later (should have plenty of theta/delta by then!) tried again,
same result.  So kept trying, breaking to meditate or clear my mind
or whatever, and the one point when I thought I was about 1/2 second
from data, just as it almost seemed to hit me, my 6 year old burst in
my room and that was that.

Like before, when I finally got very "emotionally impelling toward
SOME data" I got the tiniest bit of data, just enough for me to say
ok, I have like four descriptives, I'm wrapping this !$#(%&!# session
up, getting feedback and moving on.

The target was the top of a former building; the building was buried
up to the roof in grey mud, a result of having been through a
profound flood.

Now I have nearly 900 targets and I am amazed at the circumstance of
getting two "grey mud" targets in a row -- off the top of my head I'd
guess they are the only two in there.  But there you go.

Now I am way too cranky to respond to the emails sent about the list
in my normal kind, gentle, indirect and diplomatic manner.  Ha.  Ha.
I kind of hate the world right now.  I am so determined to really do
a decent amount of practice and I'm making this huge effort to put
the time in and all I get is nothing.

Well tomorrow's another day.

The subject title is what came to mind when I asked myself 'what do I
feel like titling this?' so I thought I would keep it.

PJ

pjrv : Messages : 954-958 of 4038
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2006/06/30 22:36:41

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#954 
	From: "nita...lse.com" 
Date: Sun Oct 27, 2002 7:45 pm
Subject: Re: greasy grimy gopher guts 	nitahickok
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Hi PJ

    I always miss naked people. I did ARV sessions where I got skimpily clad
people, bathing people and I always get people but a part of my mind draws
in the clothes or colors out everything but the head. I don't know if it is
to ease my embarassment or give them modesty.

    I think you will find that these targets with mud is not a happy subject
with you. I remember being stuck in the mud where I lost my shoes. Cutting
Christmas trees to sell and sliding a quarter of a mile sideways in mud in
the back of a pick up truck praying to God not to let us land in the ditch
at the end of the curve. Looking like a mud baby when I slipped loading a
christmas tree.

    Eating mud cookies my older sister had prepared very carefully with rat
turds from her pet rat as the raisins. Mud is not a happy subject.

    Nita

Whenever you hear that someone else has been successful, rejoice. Always
practice rejoicing for others-whether they are your friend or enemy. If you
cannot practice rejoicing, no matter how long you live, you will not be
happy.

Lama Zopa Rinpoche, "Transforming Problems into Happiness".

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#956 
	From: "Sharon Webb" 
Date: Sun Oct 27, 2002 7:44 pm
Subject: Re: greasy grimy gopher guts 	sharwebb_30512
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Palyne,

You're trying too hard.  Let it go for a week or two.

Sharon
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Moderator's note: I just got OFF a FOUR WEEK "break" of 'not trying to hard and
giving myself some time'.  A few months ago, I just got off a FOUR YEAR break
from the entire field -- and SEVEN years since I began studying the topic --
that I took to give myself a break from it and have patience with how things
developed.  I am now officially sick of waiting.  If I create my own reality
then I see no reason why I can't create this working for me sooner rather than
later. Grrrrrr.  PJ

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#958 
	From: SValkyre...
Date: Sun Oct 27, 2002 3:21 pm
Subject: Re: greasy grimy gopher guts 	svalkyre
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PJ,
Poor Baby!
        How do you ever get anything done with a 6-year-old?  Children and
animals are Really drawn to energy work!  I surely am impressed more with
your work all the time!
        Isn't that interesting that you would get two mud sessions in a row?
We are up to our ears in mud around here right now, being in south Texas
during the monsoon season.
        I guess readings are a whole lot like RV sessions after all, I went
into Houston last week (a major psychic episode of its own for a lady of the
woods) and did two readings of about an hour or so each, spent a couple of
hours after each session talking to the "readees" about the readings, one was
a new friend and the other I had seen, but didn't know her name until last
Saturday.
        I do two types of readings -- one is far more esoteric, being done
with a shamanic type, reading the energies of the 4 directions surrounding
the individuals and the person's own energies at the center. The other is the
more familiar "people, places and things" type of reading.  The two kinds
work in different ways to interpret the same things in a person's life.
        The person I met for the first time was remarkably easy to read,
although I knew nothing about her personal situation.  I described to her
what I "saw" and told her what I "heard" and she gave back specifics after I
had finished.  The main thing was that the reading was very upbeat and
positive that all the problems she was having would soon disappear.  She was
not convinced and told me what the problems were.  I told her that some of my
clients have graded me with about a 97% success rate, and just to believe it
would be all right.  By the time I saw her several days later, the looming
problems had disappeared and the upbeat and positive was a reality.
        Although I can't get into specifics because I really don't remember
them after the reading (a sure fire way of keeping me from spreading rumors
is to "forget"), it was impressive to me (Again) that the reading can be so
clear to the "readee" and so veiled to the reader (me).  If I had written
down the things in the reading, they would have been things like "there is a
situation that has been weighing very heavily on your mind and heart and your
Guides want you to know that you have to run this like an obstacle course --
Keep Your Balance."  Because, although I don't remember many specifics, Keep
Your Balance -- you have practiced well up until now and you must follow
through with this -- was the "theme" of the two readings.
        So there it is again, the "theme" -- the consistent card between
readings, even though we played with them and looked through them and talked
about them and shuffled them, that card made its way to the top for both
readings.  But the meaning was not the same, these two people are not on the
same path at all.
        I don't know where I was going with this, so I think it's time to go
do something else for a while and see if I can figure out what else to say
about this!
(o;@
Thanks,
Deni
Silver Valkyre
May we all have light sufficient for our path, and may some light the path
for others.