Can anyone guide me on this please ?

bobjones34

New Member
I am just hoping for a little guidance or information here please.
Some help would be much appreciated.
If anyone knows what is happening to me,i would love to know too.
Sorry for the long story but here it is.
I have always thought that there might be something there to do with "psychic stuff" from my teenage years.
Also a skeptic.
This was never per-sued due to a near 30 year long sometimes drug and always alcohol,mostly functioning alcoholic haze.
Thank you to you all in my AA group.Though i disagree with some of AA it can help get you started on the right path to recovery.
I finally managed to clean up and now i am 2 years clearer headed.
Now 43,male by the way.
I started learning CRV,self taught,very rough, last summer and quickly picked that up,with many good results.
The results of my many crv sessions proved to me that there is more to this place than we are taught in schools.
Crv also seems to have somewhat "activated" me ???
I have reads most of the book by Paul H Smith,Lyn Buchanan,Joe Mcmoneagle and others.
I have been trying to find what else is possible,what i can be useful for.
Lots of meditating.
Tried dowsing,I can get a clear yes or no when testing.
When dowsing the whole top my head feels like a tingling sort of pressure inside and my forehead gently buzzes.
Then i read the Chios energy healing book and a book on Reiki.
The Chios guide says to call on energy and bring it to your hands,so tried this and i was stunned to find that it worked.
I can now feel what i can only imagine to be energy fields as a pressure or tingling,sometimes like a cool breeze on my palms.
Also if i hold my hands above and around my head i can feel pressure/energy moving through my head to press on the opposite palm.
When doing the head thing, i have watched via a mindwave mobile 2 device my brainwaves go into and out of alpha/meditating state as i apply or remove my hands.
Seems like rapid meditation switch (very useful!).I have only tried this on myself.
My wife can tell where i hold my hand above (at least 6 inches) her back,She feels heat where i move it.
I have no real interest in being a healer for hire.
Also getting plenty of synchronicities.
Sometimes i feel like i am going mad with all this crazy stuff going on,but i also love it,like a new lease of life,a second chance.
Does anyone else feel like this ?

Now,this is the thing i am really hoping someone could help me with please?
Since discovering this energy hands/fields thing(i don't know enough to label it)
i constantly hear/feel this high pitched sort of static electricity buzz/pressure,i have been checked by my doctor for tinnitus.
If i move any part of my body even just a finger or toe a tiny bit the tone/feeling/sound changes slightly.
This is the same in different house and shops also the same in the countryside away from any power lines etc.

Sorry for the long story,it sounds crazy reading it back.

If anyone knows what this could be,or just similar stories,please let me know !

Thanks for reading,
Bob.
 

tbone

Member
It doesn't sound crazy at all to me. It wouldn't surprise me if people who are "sensitive" ,so to speak, and have a rough upbringing would indulge in drugs and alcohol to try numb it.

As to the sound, I don't know. You might try reading some Ingo Swann, especially Psychic Sexuality. In it he had an episode where he became unusually sensitive and eventually got some help from a lady who did something with his chakras.
 

bobjones34

New Member
Thanks tbone,
How did you know i had rough upbringing though? i used the spellchecker,haha;)
i will have to get that Ingo Swann book.
 

tbone

Member
Not really like you. I occasionally get a 3rd eye chakra buzzing or top of the head buzzing but no tinnitus type sounds. I occasionally get synchronicities and when I first started I would often catch things out of the corner of my eye that felt weird. That has mostly gone away. I don't RV much anymore, I just never seem to find the time. I always tell myself I'm going to start back up again.
 

Mycroft

Active Member
@bobjones34 - To answer one of your unanswered questions some of but not all of the most psychic people I've known had a difficult upbringing the others suffered some very traumatic events in their lives. While I can't see it as a requirement I believe that the process of dislocation from your environment, having to separate your mental experience from an extremely traumatic experience is what causes this. The more frequent and longer in duration the more likely the psychic ability will naturally surface. It was no win for my parents, I was beaten for having psychic experiences.. which induced more psychic experiences. I too suppressed them any way I could for about 25 years, in the end I battled the demons for about 6 weeks getting away with an hour of sleep a night. It all ended one night after being thoroughly exhausted when I told the demon he could have my body, my soul was promised to another.

I have been remote viewing for 15 years and a Reiki RMT for 12, it is a gift find a way to use it.

Mycroft
 

bobjones34

New Member
Thank you all for your replies,
@tbone, I know what you mean about catching odd things in the peripheral vision,I seem to see dogs everywhere when they are not(which is nice)
@Mycroft, that does make a lot of sense,the dislocation theory.The irony of what your parents did is huge,sorry to hear that.
I really would like to help people in some way,I have a lot to try and figure out as this all is just a massive mess right now.
I don't even know where to start.
 
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