Sheeeeshhh.....don't go wailing about a bad session already....lol. I also noticed how different many were from one anothers...but also many similarities over all. As I said, I tried new things this time...and wasn't comforatable with them...(and won't ever become comfortable until I do them right?? ) This target could be a complete DUD for me. I've had them before!! ~~ especially when trying out new things.I looked on Grillflame at polka_dot_PUH_JOMMIES results and found hers to be completely different than mine and then realised that I was still in a state of feeling OK about myself and my results being possibly the farthest thing from correct, at least I did something and that is waht seems to matter to everyone that is trying to encourage me to start.