The slowly rising up is the beginning of an obe, which you are stopping from sheer will.
Absolutely. I experienced this several times whilst practicing OBEs and yup I aborted several out of fear at the last moment. I mean, to have your whole body vibrating violently and then to feel yourself literally lifting up and free of your physical form...takes some nerve to hang on in there.
I`ve yet to pull off a conscious projection though I`ve had several come about via the sleep state recently. Either I wake up in exactly the right state to project or I lucid dream myself into the OBE state. As Katz rightly points out, you are every bit as conscious as in your waking state...fully aware that you are out of body, utterly aware that this is no dream.
I had a weird one last night, as it happens, having awoken at 5am and drifted back to sleep after 30 mins just lying there. I was remote viewing in my dreams lol (something like the Mission target set-up in which the feedback constituted a graph demonstrating an electron or some such particle having produced some weird anomalous result) when all of a sudden I became aware that I was lying in bed and that a figure was approaching me.
Somehow I knew that this figure was actually
myself and so I lunged for it, grabbing it in a wrestling hold and merging with it completely. Next thing I know I`m in the OBE state in my bed (just
feeling ready to project) at which I rolled slowly over on to my side, out of body and drifted to the floor. From here I did my usual OBE check; having climbed heavily to my feet, did a little jump and just hung there floating. Yup, out of body.
Then I blew it. Unable to see anything I affirmed my sight a few times before opening what I thought was my astral eyes...big mistake. Woke up back on my side in bed, cursing my stupidity.
It really is like learning to walk all over again. Couple of weeks ago I managed to buzz out of my body (via a dream) and fly around my bedroom before colliding comically with a wall.
Goran I`d encourage you to continue with your OBE efforts if you can...aside from affording a mindblowing new aspect to your reality it`s also great fun!
Marv ÂÂ
PS Your neck vibrations would be down to you having activated your throat chakra. Nothing to worry about.
PPS Keith if you`d really OBEed during an RV session you`d know about it. As in you would no longer be sat at your desk/table etc...you`d be
there. (Non)Physically, mentally, colour surround...THERE.