It is a long road, and there are highs and lows. I try to be grateful for anything. Trees live longer - perspective. I love this place, very pretty and good. I miss my parents, but all older people feel the same way. We are all very similar - all people - and I hope that God loves everyone. He is the big guy. My two cents. Worth one. We have had some hard talks. Scary stuff.
There is an old southern saying - living on borrowed time. God likes us. Want to challenge him. Give him a go. Funny stuff. I don't like violence or understand it. People are naturally afraid of me. My kids seem to be okay which is my prayer. I do like communication. I believe in language. We speak in different languages, and I do not like slang stuff at all, ain't is my pet peeve, or bitch, who says that?, and I can get too anal on language. I know it. Compulsive. Too southern or too compulsive, I do not know, or too bored. My last time. I got laughed at and I meant it. My last time. I am expected to be here again and I said "no." I meant it. I really meant it. My last time. Our young people are not stupid. They have old memories. I know they are the computer people all modern, but they can remember and God is real. He has rules. We hate rules. We rebel. God made male and female. We really rebel, and mess up.
We were made to be in the garden and be always happy and know ourselves. My mom told me that in her day, males and females had defined roles. Yes, and WWII was going on. She liked the trains. The romantic soldiers. Yes, and death had been happening. I want all people to be happy on Planet Earth. That is not a lot to ask. I keep asking. We have some hard talks. This is my last time here. Oprah and I are the same. We reach that place. I started praying for Hawaii a week ago and my friends didn't know why. Odd to me. I am tired. Older. Most of my friends don't want to admit it. I like that she feels the same way. I don't want anything from her. Ever. Ever.
I'm currently reading George Gilder's new book "Life After Google" and I'm trying wrap my head around this blockchain stuff. He says it's the way of the future. It led me to this new Brave browser as well, which I love.
Believe me, as a Canadian I would love to see Bernie Sanders as the next president of the U.S. and the New Democratic Party in power in Canada.Two socialist governments in power along with the Mexican socialists already in would bring a much needed shift in wealth distribution in North America. What is Ethereum?
Here is your Ethereum viewing PJ for what it's worth.
Drawings and writings on paper--5 minutes to relax, stop thoughts.
Graph/chart all over the map like a football coach's play book. Rough road, gains doubling back.
Plains--flat line. Sleeve--shoulder--bloated-- a voice says" try counting"
Virtual halls--rich woodwork. Bubbling over--large door.
Black and red ball ready to explode-- flimsy red straps holding everything together.
Yellow flashes--sitting down--yellow jacket--sombrero--pleased.
Spinning around--feeling dizzy.
From underground or world tenticules rising up like worms reaching out in all directions.
"yes I am" says a boy with a checkered jacket on in a loud voice.
Brain in free fall --no thoughts--hearing voices.
Knee jerks-- small body jerks-- indicating small astral separation.
Concentrating on pounding of blood through my brain
Shinny red door--man wondering should he go in--nose to the door.
Bags of stardust? Grimace on face.
Tall concrete marker with pointed top, green wreaths placed over this.
Drilling downward round pot creating something.
Breaking through into cavern.Under ground city very complicated
each section has it's own purpose . network of sorts
An overall tension permeates this viewing.
Girl with long blonde hair--blue dress--white blouse.--contorted face.
Alice---rabbit hole---- 30 days ???
Woman speaking "is this over"
I make no conclusions, just what I see and hear, no embellishments.
Hope this is of help---Fernat